Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Pour Your Heart Out: Pretense

Each day, I wake up. take a shower, and put on my face.

I put on make-up and my other face. I go through life pretending that everything is wonderful. I laugh, I joke, I play. I say all the right things. I act more confident than I really am. 

But the truth is that I am completely lost and weary. 

I'm lost because I feel that I don't belong where I am. I have a new job, and I love my husband, but everything else is nonessential. 

I'm weary of not having people who truly care about me. There are very few people who talk to me other than to find out what I can do for them. 

This, I suppose, is my proverbial fork in the road. 



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Shell · 721 weeks ago

Oh, girl, can I relate. No words of wisdom for you, but know that you are not alone.
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JoAnn · 721 weeks ago

I think we all have those feeling. At least I know I feel this way ALOT. Keep your head up and worry about your family everyone else can wait :)
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Heather H · 721 weeks ago

I feel the same way. I hope things get better for you soon!

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